Well, I'm am officially no longer employed. The voices in my head are screaming that I'm totally crazy and I caught myself several times today worrying about not being there, what my former boss thinks and how anxious and bad I still feel.

I secretly hoped that I would feel somehow magically better, but I think I kind of knew that I would be dealing with the aftermath of this whole mess. I've read the some people actually experience a form of PTSD after having had a terrible boss or scenario happen to them. I don't want to carry that kind of baggage with me to a new employer.

Hopefully, I can take some time and learn how to be me again rather than a nervous wreck.