I think I will, luckily I'm just manic and not super psychotic. My hallucinations haven't been too bad, but my paranoid thoughts and other things have been giving me panic attacks. I only talk about my illness here since none of my friends understand what I'm going through. A lot of people think I'm normal or forget I have a mental illness unless they see me everyday so sorry if I sound whinny, this is one of the few support systems I have :/