Why I dont deserve to be loved

1. I push everyone away after getting close
2. I dont know how to react to anything
3. Im self obessed
4. I blame everyone else
5. Its always my fault
6. Self pity
7. Physically sick only at age 18
8. No one likes me
9. Everyone gets mad at me
10. I dont know how to stop the self destruction
11. Im negative
12. Im depressed
13. Im no good at anything i like
14. Im no good at anything period
15. Im a bad friend
16. I cause drama
17. Im not a good person
18. Im a leach
19. Im greedy
20. I cant hold on to people
21. I cant seem to be totally responsible
22. I depend on others to help me with life
23. Im crap
24. Im used
25. Im trash
26. Im ugly
27. Im lazy
28. Im fat
29. I have an eating disorder
30. I want to die
31. I drag people down with me
32. That im stopping this list at only 32....theres a lot more...believe me

IM A PATHETIC GRIMY NASTY PARASITE WHO DESERVES TO BE THROWN IN THE TRASH!!!!

love you guys....Inny