I feel completely stuck! It doesn't matter which way I look I can't seem to find a way out. I feel like my life has become so unknown to me, I have plotted along for so long telling myself that its ok, when it's not! I am struggling to find my purpose in life, I don't like where I am or who I am, nothing is enjoyable anymore. I find it hard to manage the basics aspects of life. My world feels like it is slowly crumbling around me and I have no way of stopping it.

I can feel my body slowly caving in with all the pressure. Trying to remain on the outside as all together is becoming impossible. My emotions are piling up, but I can't seem to release them, at times I get this huge wave of despair hit me and I panic because I feel like I am going to meltdown.
It is beginning to filter into every aspect of my life, it is impacting my work which scares me, this is the one place where I have always had control, but not anymore, the pressures are becoming too much, I can't do it anymore, I just want to quit life and find a nice quiet place to hide, where I am free from all the struggles.