Fed up tired and tearful. Tomorrow ( pdoc appointment ) can't come quick enough. No weight loss this week ( yes i know it's ridiculous to be worrying about losing weight while my head is in this state ) i know that i do ... but i can't help it and I'm so fed up. I count calories i can't relax ffs out of sheer fear that sitting still will make me gain weight and it is. It's so unfair i work so hard walk 10k a day. And still I've gained weight.

I feel like such a failure.
I'm a crap mom right now. My husband had got up and got our son off to school the last two days. And when he comes home from school he is faced with a mum who has red eyes from crying . Is tired and can't remember to do the simplest things for him without the poor child having to remind over and over.

I'm so over whelmed by the amount of stuff that needs doing in the house. And all i want to do is sit and relax and do something for myself but i can't do that because do much other stuff needs doing.
How am i managing to spend my days not doing anything that needs to be done and yet not relaxing either ? I mean that really is crazy

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