I have been watching this site for a few months now and have found it very comforting to know that I am not alone in all my feelings. I have been seeing a therapist (for the first time in my life) for the last 18 months and am slowly coming to terms with all my "demons" It has been a long and exhausting journey and I have wanted to give up many times. Something deep inside me has kept me going though. I'm feeling rather nervous about posting anything really, as I'm not usually one to share my dramas with others. Anyway, even if I never post again, I just want you all to know that your posts have been comforting during a very difficult time.