so it looks like i need to completely forget about all my past experiencing psychotic events. I was on my favorite sofa again...and i started listening
to the faint voices slowly submerging myself into past psychotic events..
then OH MY GOD...it got worse....jeeeeeeez, cried again because
i felt like a failure who had psychosis but...i got up...got my school work out and started to read...i think those who have told me this is right...
that i need to forget the past and move on...
sometimes i feel like committing a mental suicide...
how? by letting my delusions take me over and live in it.
how would that be? nah...i would be losing my time for school..
im just ranting...it had to be done.
thanks for reading! my eyes are so puffed up. lol