...I am everything a child an adult,

nothing makes no mistake to be otherwise!

I am a ball of crying insanity!

..if only I could hide behind everything!

..forgive me my shame is unjustified my emotions are curiously dead!

the absolute audacity of my headache...

dropping all that's in my way the audacity of my love...

and quietly I know everything else...

I am too dangerous to be allowed to understand comfort...

...I can see ..I know I heard..

my heart hurts me..

I don't want to feel the damage it decides to inflict!

I did my heart years ago I did my best I shared my sick brain!

...now I live!

my sick brain is this crazy half assed ridiculous human