Also I would like to add that my Psychologist has told me to not engage and to not give him a reaction. I try my hardest to do this, but my mother who I always trusted, is making me not trust her anymore. Cause all she does is force the forgiveness ****. She keeps saying "Your feelings are valid Sara! I am just coming from a place of a mother, I don't want my kids to be fighting and to be in despair." What my mother doesn't understand is that me and my brother fought all the time, and we always had vicious arguments and physical violence involved. I wasn't the one to do it first, cause I am not a violent person, but he would of course, start acting violent with me, like I dealt with this crap since I was kid, I am just fed up! It was the icing on the cake what he and his girlfriend did to me. They are to not be trusted, and are treacherous. I hate them and will remain this way, and I just don't get why my parents aren't understanding this. Even though my parents have always been fair with us, I just feel like they are more on his side, even though they acknowledged what he did was wrong, but I just feel like they baby him more, and are more understanding of him. I feel so stuck cause I literally don't want to see them again, I am at that point in my life. I have severe trust issues now, and I feel like I can't trust anybody. Thanks everyone for the support! I appreciate it a lot, cause I feel so alone in this.