well. i met with pdoc and T. i said i wanted off risperdal and on latuda. it didn;t go well. they are too scared to do it right now. they say i should be on the shot because the voices tell me not to take my meds and i have hidden them and lied before. i am so mad. it feels like a punishment. like its more for their comfort than mine. they decided to take it so very slow. they put me on 400mg seroquel and 1.5 risperdal pills plus the shot. i wanted them to lower the shot and start latuda today. ughhh. i called them d(i)cks in the office. lol