I have pot that I got for mental health reasons and I have had it for over a year. I only use it when I am really stressed out or manic. it really helps. it has never made me stupid. I have always used it responsibly. when I first got stoned it felt so good I worried that I would do it all the time, but that didn't turn out to be the case. it definitely enhanced my artwork experiences. I say try it a few times and see if it helps. take care.