Thank you, Mast. It is good to hear your reaction. I was shocked that she would actually say that to me even if she thought it!
I don't want to go back tomorrow in many ways although I don't want to give up and I think i really need support as so much is going on with me right now.
I just feel a massive burden and too needy and I hate feeling this way.
Thank you for your support - it means a lot.