Today has sucked in more ways than I thought possible.
Among other fun-filled events:
I told a doctor that I am experiencing pain at a level I can not consistently tolerate without either going insane or wanting to harm myself or BOTH, and instead of helping me seek a solution- which is in her power, being to aid me in getting emergency care- she offered vicodin... then tried to imply I was a drug seeker and shame me for the prescribed vicodin. Then I'm a jerk because I told her repeatedly to not even call it in as it isn't helpful, I don't like pain meds and I won't even pick it up.

I told her I couldn't eat at this point [because it is just like when I had cracked my tooth pretty much in half and exposed the raw nerve] and haven't slept. "Have you tried chewing on the other side of your mouth?"