I'm so sorry you had to see that! Your father should no better and somehow block that stuff out or not do it all together!
I am also sorry you have no one to talk to about this. Have you thought about talking to your father? You can't let it eat you up inside
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016