((((((((((( greentires4me )))))))))))))))

I'm sorry you are struggling so much right now. Please know you are in my thoughts and I hope you will find all the strength you need to carry on as best you can.

I just wanted to let you know that you can discuss suicidal ideation here. Many folks deal with it on a daily basis. I, myself have been there before many many years ago.

What is not allowed here is stating that you are going to do it, how you are going to do it, and the like. That gets to be much too triggery for folks since we can't do anything to help you online and it's so hard to see someone in that space.

I hope that makes sense to you. Please take some time to do some searching on this whole site for resources for when you are feeling this way. Here's a link that may help get you started:

Suicide Helpline

Please take good care of yourself. Keep reaching out, keep talking to us okay? We're listening and we do care!

Gentle *hugs*
sabby