Sunshine - I hear you. I have barely made it throught the work week, I am really struggling not to shut people out. I feel like such a burden. Yesterday I didn't let anyone in RL know where I was at. I just wanted to go far far away. I see T on Monday and I just don't want to go. I want so much to but what bother. I am so sorry you are here, I know I am not helping much but I just wanted you to know that you are not alone. Hang in there.