So. I'm new here. I'm really seeking someone to talk to because I"m h olding stuff in to the point that I think I'm going to blow up or go crazy.

My husband suffers from mild Asperger's. He's very hard to live with and harder to communicate with.

Right now we are in a bit of a crisis situation over me facebook messaging a friend "too often".

I just.....really need to talk to someone....anyone. My friends have mostly been driven away because they're uncomfortable with my husband. The few that I have managed to hold onto, well....I don't want to be seen as the complaining type.

There's a lot at play here--including my being unhappy with where we live (in a one bedroom shack next to my in-laws in the woods), and with my struggle for custody over my 3 daughters.

However, my main issue is my husband's desire for me to have no social outlet. I'm a social person. I like talking to people. When I'm upset, especially, I need an ear.

Just typing this is making me realize that my issues are way too long to be able to get into in any sort of depth.