I'm a consultant to the Fortune 100, so am also corporate, also work internationally. While I'm not anyone's employee, most of my clients are very long-term (couple of years) and so we get to know each other well. If meds are what it takes to hold someone together so that they can maintain professional behavior in front of colleagues, the it would be self-sabotage to just try to wing it and end up faux-pasing your way around the office because your emotions get the better of you.

I'm not trying to talk you into it if that's just not what you're into, but you DID ask: "drugs or no drugs?". I'm for the drugs, even though I don't feel any need to take them myself at this time. Just giving you some perspectives as someone just a little older than you (I'm 37) and have been around that block a few times. I'll stop now, though - PM me if you want to explore this more, ok?

Thinking of you ((( dsf ))),
LMo