I felt so great last night. Don't feel as bad as I did for weeks now, but I'm nervous about how unmotivated I feel. I'm frustrated by the system that takes sooooooo long to get me in to see the doctor. I'm nervous and sad because my kids depend on me and I'm such a basket case lately.

I want to get back to baseline and I'm doing all I can think of to make it happen, but the waiting is driving me bananas.

Once again I am so thankful that I have all of you hear to help me and to vent to and to just let me know that I'm not the only one.

So thank you.