I tried it once when I went to a friend's house. I hadn't slept in days and my mood was at rock bottom. I had a try and suddenly my mood shot up. I laughed for the first time in quite a while. I began to smile and that smile became a grin. We laughed and joked well into the night and then I fell asleep feeling relaxed, calm and safe. Best night's sleep I ever did have. I left his place genuinely in good spirits. That was a year ago. And I'm going to stay at his place on Friday. Knowing him, his apartment will have lingering fumes, so just being in the room will lighten my mood. I rate it quite well. In fact, I don't understand why a plant is illegal. The doctors won't medicate me with sleeping tablets because I often have SUI intentions. So this is truly the best thing for me. I won't overdose and I'll finally get a decent amount of sleep.
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"Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World.
Medication:
Olanzapine 20mg
Fluoxetine 20mg
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