Hey tao from one depressed person to another...

maybe it's not a medicine PROBLEM maybe it's a lack of medicine?

this thinking is not because you are thinking normally I know because I recognize it as depression thinking/talking

please talk with your MD and see about trying out sone of the medicines available... I would want such an important decision as to end your life to made as a fully conscious one, wouldn't you?

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