Hi Fuzzy, whatever you've got to say, whatever you're feeling really matters. Don't ever think otherwise!! We want to be here to support you, so whatever is on your mind we want to know!!
But jumping ahead, you are absolutely none of those tings you're thinking about yourself!!
As for your abusers in the past, well let them wish away!! It's pretty meaningless whatever they wish when they're up against someone special as you. That, they haven't, and could never take away!! Now we just need to get you to see what we see, don't we!!
But you know what, there are more of us than them!! And who are you going to trust more in all of this? Them- for who humanity, caring, empathy, sensitivity, respect....are probably foreign words or US!
And I hope that answer's US fuzzy!!
Because we think you're amazing!!!
Alison