I feel the same way! I feel as if I should break up with my boyfriend sometimes for days. I'll go online and look at apartments that I could afford if I did break up with my boyfriend. Also, I make other plans to make sure I can support myself if I did break up with him. Then I feel this strong guilt about feeling and thinking this way, and sometimes I start crying and tell my boyfriend I miss him. I feel insane I was diagnosed with GAD about a year ago, and I think my meds need to be increased