just like that. 4 years of no friends, love, job. just existing. its funny caz some people in this kind forum would say "dont say that caz u might get it someday!" yet everyday i asked to die and 4 years later im still here. for real, WTF AM I DOING HERE????????????? what i am doesnt fit this world. im not wanted. im nobody! how many years more will i waste?? i havent lived a thing. im not cut to live. dont think ill ever have a place in here.