Glad to see that I am not the only one who struggles with my identity in Christ. Growing up I had issues with the church I attended and stopped going. I converted after marrying hubby an am VERY involved in our church (Eucharistic Minister, leader of the children's liturgy, help hubby with lost of Knights of Columbus, etc). The problem is that over the last year I have questioned it a lot the only person who really knows is T (hubby and best friend know some but only a little bit) I fake it a lot at mass.