im 23 and have been in a 4yr relationship with my gf. pretty much a roller coaster ride. she cheated on me a yr into the relationship and i took her back. for the next 2 yrs things were a little better and i was starting to trust her. i then hear from ppl and find evidence in her phone that somewhat points to her cheating again, this was about 6 months ago.
also she lived with me for the whole first 3 yrs of the realtionship and this last year she only sleeps at my house a few nights a week and i constantly worry about what she is doing.....
heres my huge dilemma, im somewhat happy when were hanging out(when were not fighting), but i feel like if i end the relationship i will NEVER find anyone else.
i have BAD anti-social problems...and its hard to tell my therapist everything thats going on

pleasepleasehelp