I do experience it. It's one of the reasons I went off meds a month ago. I simply didn't care about being well. I remember when I was a teenager it was something I looked forward to, because Instead of being upset all the time I just didn't care. But now it's damaging. I have a lot of bills in collections because I need to contact my insurance company and I jut don't care to. Too much work. On too of being chronically forgetful and being at work the whole day while the places are open...

I don't offer much in the way of advice but wanted to tell you you're definitely not alone.