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Old Apr 02, 2014, 08:45 PM
Yearning0723 Yearning0723 is offline
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Don't say you weren't warned...

I miss old T. I have so much I need to talk about this week and so much going through my head and I just need to let it all out...but new T and I aren't going have time to get through all of it, especially not with all the history she needs to even understand stuff. I'm dealing with mother stuff, missing old T stuff, and just a million things running through my head that really aren't "emergencies" but things that are making me insane all added together, and I'd really like to talk about them with T. But I don't trust her enough yet, and I don't even know if she knows enough about me to respond well to any of it...

Part of me wants to ask her to do two sessions this week, just because I'm having a bit of a hard time and would like to spend some time talking about old T but wouldn't be able to justify spending a whole week on that and leaving all the other stuff to next week...but new T only works Friday, Saturday, Sunday and I don't know her well enough and am not comfortable enough to even make that request, and then start to seem like the "needy client" and then maybe end up liking the twice a week schedule so much that I just want to keep it that way...if she worked Monday or Tuesday I would have no problem asking (or at least, less of a problem), but Friday and Sunday are probably too close together, and I don't know how much it would help anyway.

I wish my brain would just shut up. And yes, I've been distracting myself, but this stuff really needs processing.

Last edited by Yearning0723; Apr 02, 2014 at 09:03 PM.
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