To be honest, most of my sense of determination to move forward (which doesn't add up to a lot haha) is based on my dreams for the future. I still have things I want to achieve and honestly even if life is crappy, this one is mine to live and even if I've messed up quite a lot of it I still want to be proud of it when I look back you know? To be able to say that I did try my hardest and I did my best with what was given to me and this is how it turned out. My story is my own to write and even though I have a tendency towards self destruction, I won't leave the rest of the pages blank.

Love, everlasting friendship, wild adventures, the feeling of connecting with people. These may seem impossible to find but the impossible is never impossible if you keep looking for it.