Hi Purple, long thread to read, but an interesting one indeed, so hope you get through it all.....as for the core issues, yea at first she told me I needed my sypmtoms under control to be able to deal with the outcome. I accept that, it's just been that I don't feel she goes there as fully as I'd like and my frustration now lies in the fact that I've told her this more than once...and I feel my symptoms were under control enough to warrant that. Not sure if it's her inability or her wise process...

Sunrise, that's not pathetic, especially if it helps you! My T made me a cd and I have it and that was very cool....she said she wanted me to read this book she was going to bring in and I said I'd love to read it....but she never brought it in so guess she forgot which makes me feel...........forgotten.

See, these are the little things that I pinpoint and hone in on and think......she's not that good....