Really, I was doing that at a peroid of my life. I was stealing and eating whatever I got to eat and liked and just thought I wanted to feed myself with.
The thought that I "Can" have it, and quickly eat "It" comforts me and gives me gratifying kudos. It worked well for me for a time, but than didn't work for me anymore, so I made a decision to tell myself, "It won't work for me anymore; I trust I "Will find something else real soon," and guess what after I repeated it over again again and again when ever I wanted to and whenever I was "bored," "It" just flipped around and "Changed." It was easy, took not a breath, just took place.
It is ok, to make activity errors, judgements out of kilter, even grave mistakes, (we make them, all of us) It is ok to have made, to make, and continue a mistake, It is ok to catch "Myself Now, when I do, " and go another course, go another way, re-start the day, re-start the day is a way, it is, irreguardless, ok to be, anyway, it is ok. Namaste Love Robinee
I was once Billimic, I was anerexic, I was considered medically obese, I was a child that ate like I had "Pratter Willies Sysdrone," As a adult, I found myself filling myself up for 3 or so hours, continuing to feed my mouth food. I could not stop the hand from feeding the mouth. The action was repetitious. The results were not good. The results were not good psysically. The results were not good mentally. The results were not good spiritually.
The results changed because a higher power interveined. I changed too. I am glad about it. I bless you Seeking-606 and Blue-Flower, Namaste
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"How lovely is the hand of God that soothes the rough road man has trod" (from-Beside Still Waters-A Book by Raymond B. Walker)
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