I don't have substance abuse issues, tho I have self medicated with booze in the past. Or T least I don't think I do. That was like my 3rd bit if alcohol in 6 weeks. Went overboard for sure.
Not sure how you tied the two together? There was no drinking in the dream. Xanax us brand new to me, like 3 weeks. I hate needing it and also hate it. It worked about a week now nothing. Just got my "big" med...

I just want to know why the little bed made me feel so sad and insignificNt. I appreciate your try, but it didn't resonate at all.