I agree with you Sidony, this forum is a great distraction, lol. It's nice to come and here and receive advice from people going through the same problems. How are you doing? Are the days getting easier for you? It's been getting easier day by day over here. I still miss her sometimes, but it passes quickly enough. I'm still undecided if I want to reconnect with her one day, but I guess my decision will come in time. Let me know how're doing. I think about you each day, wondering how you're coping. Keep smiling