I don't know about the dream, but as far as your life, that hate and rage is usually unresolved fear or deep, deep hurt. Maybe the little bed represents how life has shortchanged you; how unfairly you've been treated. Some people have gotten love and support and and you didn't. After all a bed does support you and make you comfortable so you can relax. If you have complex ptsd you probably are always anxious because your body and mind were taught to be. Not onlhy were you not suported, you were abused. Welcome to PC. I wish you healing. May angels surrounded you. Check out the ptsd forum. Your among friends that care and support you here. This is a safe place.