It's 3:20 am and I can't sleep cause I hurt right now. My nurse just gave me some pain meds though, so hopefully I'll be okay soon. Still in the hospital. Supposedly I'm going home later today. Yesterday they put in a picc line for me to go home with. It was terrifying and it hurt so bad. And on top of that, while they were in there, they hit a nerve and it was the worst feeling. So I guess I'll have to have this thing in for 6 weeks at home getting IV antibiotics every 8 hours the whole time. I have osteomyelitis (bone infection) in my hip/femoral head. I guess I'm lucky they caught it before the infection in my bone did any real damage to my hip. I can't wait to sleep in my own bed tonight, especially with my husband I've been sleeping alone for 5 nights now and it's almost as lonely as a psych ward. I'm so exhausted and blah that most of the time I can't figure out what kind of mood I'm in cause all I feel are physical symptoms. Then every once in a while since I've been here I'll just feel so overwhelmed that I have a full blown panic attack. Anyways that's all I feel like typing at this time.

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