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Originally Posted by Maskon
kinda dawned on me that maybe i am partially unhappy because i really don't have much of a life. i don't do enough; baring in my i have no energy most of the time and often lack the desire to do things.... but there are days where i am "ok" & feel this inner restless because i don't know what to do with myself and i WANT to do SOMETHING but i am at a loss for what that is. i feel partially trapped as i suffer from social anxiety, so it is hard to reach out and do things with others... i don't know.... i think i am venting more than anything.... wondering if anyone is going through the same thing i guess.
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I felt very much like that before kids. Not that kids are a solution, it's my frame of reference when answering, a time period. I felt, for the longest, a lack of purpose. Had ambitions, yet struggled with,,like what you describe. Depression, is interesting like that.
Like walking in a dream, but it's reality.
More so than lacking purpose, was the beginning of taking back power, from those that had effect over my emotions.
I'm ramblin...
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