If I hear where in the body do you feel that again I will scream! Yes it's a favourite one and one I struggle with, though I suppose if I could answer I regularly and well I wouldn't need therapy! I'm going through a nightmare time at the moment and its only when this happens that I tend to draw away from any physical touch and she is much more advocating of it. She still won't touch me unless I ask even when I know she would like to hold my hand or try and comfort me. Sometimes I find the boundary annoying but most of the time I really like it. Touch still completely overwhelmes me. It puts me in touch with all sorts of feelings that I can ignore when we just talk, although to be honest I'm a bit rubbish at talking as well! I'm pleased your t is allowing touch again, but I think I would be very confused in your situation and scared it will be withdrawn again. Does this bother you?