I was just recently diagnosed with PCOS in December and, though i'm young and not married or looking to get pregnant now, I too loooooove kids (always have planned to have 5) and it was a blow to my confidence. I don't know about your particular experience but I have heard about many people, with PCOS at least, still being able to have children (though it takes a little longer) and my doctor ended up having a set of twins with his wife (who also has PCOS). I now have more hope that I may just be graced enough to at least have a child of my own but I look at it this way - i've always said that I wanted two of my children to be adopted (like you and your foster care) and maybe - what if that is what we were put on this earth for? Maybe not necessarily to conceive on our own, but to be the source of compassion, safety, healing and nurture to the lost and forgotten souls (children) out there who deserve the kind of love that maybe only someone in our situation can give. I do believe there is a purpose to all things, and I do believe that you can/will find someone who will cater to your heart and love you beyond your uterus.