There are not enough explitives in the English language for how I feel right now. I gathered every resource in my area to provide her with help to get out. But he convinced her to stay last night. I know this pattern, I lived it. And I feel so utterly and completely helpless. I have done everything I can think of to do and I am making sure that I stay open and available to her, non judgemental so I don't get pushed out...

I just don't know what else to do, I know my depression is playing a part here and I just hit a major trigger, and my support network is not available right now. I don't want to spiral, I want to stay in control so I can be helpful, a good friend.

I just feel like such a failiure.