She wasn't much older than me at the time, and we both knew we had to avoid getting caught and keep it a secret, but I wasn't old enough then to know why. We were old enough to read the adult books we found in my parents bedroom and act out the sex scenes in them, but the part that bothered me the most were the dreams I had for years about sex with my mother, my sister, my aunt, my grandmother, every female on my road. Messed with my head for years.