I know...I guess it's just that the whole situation with old T has left some scars. I'm not sure I'm ready to trust again so easily and make myself vulnerable like that during our fourth session...asking for an extra session would be pretty vulnerable, especially considering how badly old T always responded to that, and talking to her about mentor figure without giving her some background would also be pretty vulnerable...old T did not like when I talked about mentor figure. She didn't understand why the relationship was so important to me (or she thought it shouldn't be) and came to the conclusion that I was using mentor figure to get out of talking about my "real" issues.

I'm not ready to give someone else the chance to hurt me like that...