I have been deeply depressed for most of my life about being single. I've tried to tell myself since I was in middle school that things would improve but when I look back on it all I can think is, boy, was I dumb to believe that. I'm 31 now. I feel like I'm just going through the motions every day. I've tried seeing if I can find hobbies but I can't get my mind to focus entirely on the hobby. In the back of my mind, I'm still looking for someone but of course, if it's a hobby of mine, every woman there will be dating someone. Oddly, there's been a ton of single guys at some of these places, but it's like no single women exist. What is the point of continuing?

Hopefully, I've posted this in the right area. Sorry if I havent.