I'm trying to think of how to describe how I feel, but it's hard to explain.

I think the Geodon is helping with my negative symptoms. Like socialization. I can't remember the last time I felt lonely. I usually don't make an effort to go out or meet people. I had a few friends but unless I was obligated to go somewhere with them, I didn't. Sometimes didn't leave the house for long periods of time. But now on the Geodon, I feel like I actually want to do things... It's weird because it's not something I usually think about. The Geodon doesn't do everything... still having weird/distressing thoughts and some hallucinations... but this is a step. Never thought I would be so excited about being lonely, ha.