I have not seen a psychiatrist, I saw a therapist for awhile but it seemed like we were just covering the same ground over and over. My problem is I don't seem sick enough, I am not out of control but I am unhappy. I present myself like calm and very together person but that does not negate the fact that I have been abused and have some very problematic thinking patterns. I just don't cry hysterically or act out that is just not me.