hey, im sorry that you r having such a hard time...you r still an adolescent. but i am so thankful and proud of you that you came this far. dont give up...and seek help. dont wait and see if it "works" out. u know wht i mean? like waiting until it gets worse. if you need to get away from your mother, seek a safe place. it would be the best option for u to get the support from your family. but if thats not there...i guess there has to be another way. have you tried to finish all your work at your college library? where it is quiet? i mean if you can handle it. then maybe you wont be so stressed out having to deal with school work at home? yes, if it is possible for you to find a safe, clean place to get away . that might put less stress on you. yes, ask the trained ppl if there is like a facility where you can be treated and be provided with housing. and as for meds. it might help, it might not. make sure when and if you take meds, you tell the doctor about your side effects. they can be horrible. make sure you constantly talk with them and get the right one. i didnt do that and i had horrible side effects which felt worse then the times i didnt take them. i hope your situation gets better!