Thanks Granite. That really means so much. I just don't have the energy at the moment which is very unlike me. I feel teary all the time and desperately crave a connection (warmth/empathy?) from my T. I just need a hug! But it feels way too scary to ask for one and I feel too needy in asking for one. I just feel so alone all the time and so very fed up with it all. Thanks for your support, Granite. Means so much.