Today, I went to a general doctor that I saw once before for anxiety to refill my sleep and anxiety meds and he kept asking if I really thins I am fit to move to China with Cyclothymia (idk if the BPD is on my notes or not) and my anxiety. He expressed concern for my health and asked if I thought of hurting myself and asked if I was lying when I said no. He asked if I have a plan with my family to move back home if I can't take it.

I feel so discouraged. I'm already scared about having an episode overseas and acting out from being alone. I know that he is a doc and is just looking out for my best interest--but ouch! I need encouragement, not fuel for my mental fire.

What am I supposed to do? Not follow my dreams, take risks, advance my career, or enhance my emotional independence because I have mental health issues. They shouldn't compromise my life!

Guidance and/or encouragement would be appreciated.