I tend to agree with your doctor. Moving even to another state comes with a kind of culture shock, and going to a country like China, where emotions are kept tightly under wraps, seems like a terrible idea. What dreams are you wanting to follow to China? And you're going alone? Do you speak the language? DO you have a plan to get back home? How do you plan to support yourself in China? Is this a move for work with certain aspects like employment and housing already worked out? I could maybe see that, but just to go blind into another country with an ongoing mental instability seems almost suicidal in itself...

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