I eat when I'm sad, angry, depression, etc. I eat so much I end up feeling sick and it's like I can't control it. I'm disgusted with myself and am gaining so much weight but I feel like I can't stop. Food is what makes me happy... I'm on a different "diet" every week but I can never stick to it and end up bingeing on disgusting foods straight afterwards and feel even worse.. I hate my weight and I want to do anything to change it but I always fail.. I'm absolutely disgusted in myself and what I end up eating and how much..for example before I just ate half a packet of m&ms and four timtam biscuits... I'm not sure if this is an eating disorder..but it can't be right can it?