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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k
Just got a call from Bean. They started her on the med last night and she is seeing bad scary things all over the place and she is crying and wants me. Im 2 hours away and cant help her. Praying this passes as they increase her dose over the next few days. Its heartbreaking to hear her and not be able to fix it.
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to you and Bean
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Originally Posted by Erti
It's the voices... it's the depression... it's the not being able to sleep without waking up crying. I feel alone and lost and confused. I'm ready to do myself in but I don't know how. Everything just seems ineffective and I have no access to guns or anything so I guess I'm "safe".
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Originally Posted by Erti
Currently not on everything at the moment. It seems like things keep getting in the way of me taking my medication. I almost feel like giving up.
That's some good advice... I just got to think about what I want in life. Lately it feels like I've given up on life. It feels like I'm just surviving and nothing else. I guess theres got to be something out there.
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Yeah I agree with Sometimes that you need to figure out what else you want to do before you die. I have a 'suicide box' with things in there that remind me of the things I will never get to see/do if I kill myself now. Usually that helps, though it didn't when I was sectioned.
I had an appt through for the end of June with another pdoc, but it's another locum who probably won't give a ****
Also I found out today that someone took a photo of my parents and I at a store without our knowledge or permission and put it in their employee magazine. I am really annoyed about it, but my Dad just joked about getting a discount. It means though that I have proof that people are photographing me without my knowledge. Obviously I doubt that this person was working for the Govt but it really unsettled me :/
*Willow*